Summer, please. :(

I ain't talking about summer classes. I am wanting a get-away. A great one!
All things have been in a so-so kind of situation. Jusmiyo. I'm out of control.
Fresh air please. Kahit Tagaytay lang.

Kung sinong may escapade, I wanna come.
I REALLY DO. :) ;;)

Mahirap Magpalaki ng Magulang.

'Yun lang naman eh sabi-sabi. Haka-haka. Pero ako, isa ako sa mga pwedeng magsabi na, oo, totoo ang paniniwala na 'yun.

Hindi naman sa eksaktong ikaw ang nagpapalaki sa kanila. Siguro nga wala ako sa posisyon para lubos na maipaliwanag kung bakit. Pero sa karanasan ko maging na rin sa naoobserbahan ko, may patutunguhan ang katagang 'to.

Ngayong gabi lang, mum and I had an argument. I was raising my point and she was raising hers. Knowing my mom, she has this certain tendency to be illogical and irrational just to, keep her stands. I was crying. Why? Hindi kasi ako mapanlaban na tao. Although I'm very provocative, I still try to be at the best state of mind when doing stuffs like this. Siyempre mind over matter. Kailangan kasi, iniisip mo din yung mga bagay na gagawin mo, bago mo tuluyang pagsisihan. Back to the topic, I just chose to cry rather than compete with my mum's enormously loud voice. It started with something petty then twas just blown out of proportion. I don't want to go into details na but as what I've said, dun ko nakikita, naiintindihan ang ilang mga bagay-bagay.

Nasabi ko na mahirap magpalaki ng magulang kasi they tend to overdo things. Pati expectations minsan, sobra. Anhirap na rin sakyan. Minsan mapapaisip ka, ito ba talaga gusto mo para sa'kin? O eto lang yung gusto mo para sa sarili mo na hindi mo narating? Second, sa mga pagkakataon gusto mong itama yung mga mali ng magulang mo at sabihin sa kanila, hindi natin magawa. Bakit? Kasi dahil nga sa nakasanayan na nila yung mga maling yun, sa tinagal-tagal, kahit mali, nagiging prinsipyo na nila. Sarado na rin kasi masyado ang utak nila para matuto pa sila galing sa mas nakababata sa kanila. Sa maikling salita -- PRIDE. Ganun ata talaga. Kapag tumatanda ka, pakiramdam mo, marami ka ng alam at malaking tapak sa kakayanan mo kung bata pa ang magtuturo sa'yo.

" A child is a father to a man. "

Natutunan ko 'to sa English namin dati. The statement completely shows a lot of sensibility. Sa buhay, as you grow old, you should also grow up. Hindi pwedeng maiwan ang isa. Hindi magiging balanse. Minsan nga, kung sino pa ang mas bata, yun pa ang may kapasidad na buksan ang isipan mo. Kasi mas nauunawaan nila `yung kapayakan ng mga bagay-bagay. Ang maturity naman kasi, mentalidad yan. Hindi niyan sakop ang pisikal na pagkatao mo.


Baka naman iniisip niyo, may hinanakit ako sa'king Mother dear. No. It's not like that. Parang napansin ko lang na ganun talaga ata ang mga magulang. Marami na kaming napag-aawayan ng mommy ko, totoo yun. A lot of people are asking kung hindi ko daw naiisipan mag-rebelde sa ginagawa ni mum. For the people who personally know mum, gets niyo yun. Ang sa'kin naman, think thrice before acting. Naisip ko naman, para saan diba? Kapag naman ginawa ko yun, I'm not going to make their life miserable. Hence, it's my life that's going to be put at stake. Another thing, magkasamaan man kayo ng loob ng nanay mo magsigawan at maghampasan kayo ng bonggang-bongga, bottomline: NANAY pa din natin sila. Hindi naman ako nagpapakadakilang Alagad ng Diyos (HAHA) kaya lang may punto din naman. Ganyan lang talaga sila. Puputakan ka tapos pagkagising mo ang sasabihin sa'yo: "Kumain ka na ba?" =)))))

Kahit kailan naman, hindi naghangad ng masama ang magulang para sa anak. Siguro nga lang minsan, nakakalimutan nilang makinig pero malay natin, balang araw. :)))

HEY.

So as usual, I was blog hopping again and I got inspired. I'm not going to name. You guys know I don't name. NEVER WILL.

Step1

Assess how often you think about another person's situation. Are your thoughts always about your own life? Or do you spend any time thinking about what another person in your life is facing? What is the ratio of thinking about yourself versus thinking about other people? If you do not think about other people at least 25 percent of the time, then you might be self absorbed.

Step2

Determine how often you have conversations that are not about you. Does every conversation relate to your own life in some way? How often do you participate in a conversation that has no bearing whatsoever on your own life? If you do not talk with people about topics that are not directly related to your own life at least 25 percent of the time, then you might be self absorbed.

Step3

Examine how much you know about the people in your life. If you do not know the answers to these questions, then you might be self absorbed.

Step4

Think about your attitude. Do you think that anything that does not interest you personally is "stupid"? Do you divide topics into "good ones" (topics that appeal to your own tastes) and "bad ones" (topics that you do not care about)? Do the people in your life avoid talking with you about their own interests because of your attitude? If so, then you might be self absorbed.

Step5

Evaluate how you treat other people. Are you frequently late when meeting the people in your life? Do you view your time as more valuable than theirs? If you do, you might be self absorbed.

Step6

Consider whether someone has called you self absorbed. Has anyone in your life told you that you are self absorbed? Has anyone described you as selfish or self-centered? If somebody has told you this, then you might be self absorbed. If more than one person has told you this, then you should really consider whether you are, in fact, self absorbed.


'Yung mga may highlights, 'yun lang naman 'ung gusto kong i-emphasize. Hindi ko na talaga ikaw kinakaya. I mean, amplastic, amplastic mo na talaga. :(( Nalulungkot ako na ganyan ka. Pero wala na talaga akong magagawa para sa'yo. :O :s Naaasar na rin ako kasi bakit ka ganyan? Kapag kaharap mo ko, okay ka naman. Kapag wala na ko, andami mong sinasabi. Actually, okay ka lang kausap ako. Pero yung tono mo, tono ng napipilitan lang. Hindi ko naman sinasabing huwaran ako. Kasi HINDI naman talaga. Pero ang sa'kin lang, do you really, really have to fake it like that? Because trust me, hindi ka mananalo ng award sa pag-arte mo. Sobra mong obvious. Kung hindi ka naman komportable sakin, years back, edi sana, hindi mo na ko fnriend diba? Akala ko naman totoo ka. Nagtataka din ako kasi nakakaya mo namang mang-prangka. Bakit hindi mo ako kayang harapin? Dati pa 'to eh. As in taon na rin. Kung may bad blood ka sa'kin, so be it. If you can't stand me, then you can't. I won't die if you won't approach me forever. Don't get me wrong. I'm not acting like ako yung mabait o ako yung kawalan. Ang sa'kin lang, CAREFUL ka. Nakakasakit ka na. Ang loser mo, alam mo yon? Kasi ang GASPANG GASPANG ng UGALI MO. Feeling ako? Eh ano ka pa kaya? Akala ko pa naman may pinagaralan ka. Saan banda? I'm not going to say sorry for telling the truth and speaking my mind. Kung meron kang mga issues sa sarili mo, huwag ka ng mandamay. Hindi rin naman ako makikielam kung hindi ako involved. :)) Oo, affected ako. Kasi nakaka-GAGO ka na talaga. Paki-ayos lang ha. Sana hindi mo ginagawa sa ibang tao 'yang kagaspangan mo. Sa'kin mo na lang ibuhos. Hindi naman kita gagantihan. Sabi nga ni Kiara, dahil mabait ako, ipagppray na lang kita. Sana gabayan ka ni Jesus. Amen. O:)

P.S: Baka naman hindi mo pa din naintindihan. Ibig kong sabihin, SELF-ABSORBED ka. =)))

Umalis ka man sa buhay ko, OKAY lang.
I have MY FRIENDS. And happy to tell you, masaya ako sa kanila.


Thank you KAPATIDS, BEBE, ACERS (marami kayo eh), RICKROKTES, SO-CALLEDS, MAH, CAH.
Mahal na mahal ko kayoooong lahat. :)) Cyberhuuuuuugggggsss. ^_^


Kung feeling mo nakaka-relate ka, edi nakaka-relate ka. Hoho.
Kung feeling mo ikaw 'to, grabe ka naman. Assess yourself. Ginagago mo na din ba ko?
Baka hindi ko pa alam. =)) Joke.


Bato-bato sa langit, ang tamaan, GUILTY.



"Envy is a disease.
I'm hoping you get well soon.
Very. Very. Very. SOON. D:"

Namimiss ko.

HMMM. Ano nga ba yung namimiss ko?

• Yung mga walk trips namin simula CSOL hanggang Ilaya o kaya CSOL hanggang Maliksi.
• Yung mga habulan sa corridor na nakakahingal.
• Mga tambay sa Penthouse hanggang mag-uwian.
• Yung C.R na ginagawa naming chismisan area
• Yung Canteen na memorize namin yung menu.
• Yung Faculty na lagi naming tinatambayan.
• Yung upuan, hihilahin namin sa bintana tapos magpapahangin kami.
• Yung pagtayo namin sa platform tapos wala lang.
• Yung kukulitin namin yung mga teachers namin sa bintana at pinto.
• Yung maghahabulan para hindi ma-late sa Flag.
• Yung mga DoTA moments sa Computer Laboratory.
• Yung uupo lang kami sa Gym tapos mag-uusap kami.
• Yung pagtsitsismisan namin yung higher batch o kaya lower batch. =))))
• Yung magsisigawan kami ng joketime.
• Yung tambay kay Mang Entong o kaya sa Babuyan.
• Yung kakain kami ng kwek-kwek, dugo at goto dun kay Ate.
• Yung bibili kami sa bakery ng Kababayan, Donut tiyaka Tinapay na may pula sa gitna. :D
• Yung tatambay muna kami sa SM Bacoor bago umuwi.
• Magpapapicture sa Mistubishi. Hahaha.
• Uuwi ng super late dahil sa SC, SL, CAT or Research and I.Ps.
• Tatambay sa office ni Sir Dumali at maghahalungkat ng pictures, files, etcetera.

I don't mean to brag, pero yung school kung saan ako galing, hindi matatawaran. You might think I'm saying this because I came there. NO.
I, myself, even doubted the school's capacity to handle students and bring out their potentials.
I was totally wrong. Hindi ko din mapaliwanag eh. Aside from the best curriculum they are providing their students, they also hone them. They mold us into better individuals. They enhance not only our intellects but also our attitudes. Hindi ka lalabas ng CSOL na bobo. I swear. Minsan, may mga pagkakataong susuko na kami sa dami ng dapat gawin. And when I mean marami, I really mean: Research, Debate, Student Council, Solician Life, CAT, I.Ps and other academic contests. Dun lang namin narerealize na hindi nila kami bibigyan ng mga bagay na hindi achievable for us. They gave it ahead of time. So kung mag-cram man kami, it's still a deadline that we have to meet.

I remember one time, twas Valentine's Day. Siyempre naman may mga lalamyerda. But our Physics teacher made a 100-item assignment regarding Series, Parallel and Network. Hohoho. Fantastic. Wala naman akong lovelife kaya lang kasi my cousin was here and we were kinda spending time together. Hello? Napraning talaga ako ng sobra sa assignment na yun. Kasi ang deadline, kinabukasan, 7:30 SHARP. Ganun ang pagpasa ng assignment sa'min. Not during the subject but the first period. To avoid copying. Pero siyempre may nakakalusot pa din talaga.

Which reminds me. Ang mga teachers namin dun, may mga kanya-kanya silang prinsipyong pinaninindigan. Meron d'yang sasabihin talaga sa'yo na ikaw bilang isang estudyante, trabaho mong mag-aral. Meron ding magdadagdag ng Commandments.

11th Commandment? THOU SHALL NOT CHEAT.
12th Commandment? THOU SHALL NOT BE CAUGHT.

We did not achieve things the easy way. Getting a 95 might sound easy but it's not. Hindi kasi uso dun yung honor ka kaya nahihiya ang teachers sa'yo at hindi ka nila ibabagsak. Dun, wala silang pake. Basta ang kanila, lahat pantay. Yung mga exams namin na SET A, B and C. Haha. Golly. Iiyak ka nalang talaga. Pati exam, may twist.

That's what makes me proud to be a Solician. Siyempre may mga flaws pa din. Pero yun kasi yung maganda. Hindi namin ginawang hindrances yun para matuto kami. We continue to challenge ourselves and be better persons. Nilalait kami dun, oo. Pero never did we think they're taking us personally. Sa school, hindi uubra kung matalino ka lang. Yung ugali mo, dapat maayos. Marunong kang makipag-kapwa tao. Marunong kang maki-bagay. Matuto kang isipin yung iba pero mahalin mo pa rin sarili mo.

Sabi nga, "WE LEARN NOT FOR SCHOOL BUT FOR LIFE."

They completely told me what life is all about. It's not just about what is learned in the four corners of the classroom. Nasa kung paano mo din yan i-aapply sa buhay mo. :)

UNWIND.

So finally, I got the research over and done with. Thanks to the effort of: Rok, Rick and Lot. Yahoo. Haha. Out of 45, imagine that. Well, there were some who did exert effort but crap. Sobrang dagok at pagsubok talaga ang pinagdaanan namin. Haha! Hindi O.A yung statement ko. Talagang ibang klaseng kapaguran ito. Si Rok, bukod sa siya na ang nag-aayos kapag medyo Mathematically involved yung case. HAHA. Si Rick, ang bonggang narrative. Aba naman at wala talaga akong masabi. As in, WALA. :D >:) Well, siya lang naman ang drug ni Rok. Peace! :P Si Lotes, siya ang sa majority ng editing. Shempre. Antamad niya palagi eh. Minsan maging responsible naman siya. Joke. =)))) At ako, aba naman. Support. All-through out. Kapag medyo English ang kailangan, ayun. Pero wala din naman akong masabi minsan. :D Sasakit ang ulo ng leaders kasi ang gawa ng members, bara-bara. Petiks. Lamo yun. Parang hello? Kami nga, puyat na at lahat pero pinipilit naming ayusin. Kami, buong libro at sila, paisa-isa lang, hindi pa magawa ng maayos. Don't get me wrong. Iba kasi ang mahina ang utak sa ayaw paganahin ang utak. It's not an issue of who's smarter. But a question of who's willing to take the initiative without thinking twice. Hindi naman ito para sa grades lang though majority ng rason eh para dun, part of it still comes from the want of self-satisfaction and fulfillment.

Today,alot of CIs have been congratulating our class. Sobrang overwhelming. Kasi after the hardwork is the fruit of our labor. At last, it's done! :)

Got nothing to do.

Hahahahaha. We're hella bored. Kalokohan trips with Rok. :)

Hindi ka makapag-MOVE ON?

Grabbed lang 'to. I like the content.

We should think twice kung karapat dapat bang manghinayang sa kanya.

Isipin din natin kung deserving sya na pagbigayan ulit kung sakali mang maghabol ha. Tska dapat may pagbabago ka na makikita sa kanya kung wala talaga sa simula pa lang na maghabol. Wag mo na bigyan ng chance pero pre! Isa lang to’ marami pang iba dyan. Isipin mo na lang it’s his loss AT kasalanan niya na pinabayaan ka.

mga bagay bagay na pwede gawin…

hang out with your friends..(GUYS: magdota,magbasketball,maggala atbp.) PERO wag na wag kang magpapakaEMO. wag ganun. pero kung emotional ka talaga. okay lang na kahit konti OO pero wag mong tagalan ISIPIN mo kesa nagpapakaEMO ka sa bahay nyo.. Ilaan mo nalang ng oras ang paghahanap ng bago na mas better at mas deserving para dyan.

Nagrecollection ako na dapat pagmagaaylabyoo ka dapat I LOVE YOU INSPITE OF.. yung tipong mahal ka nya dahil hindi sa material needs at physical appearance.

Sa panahon ngayon ito na yung pagkakasunod sunod sa pagmamahal ng TEENAGERS….(opinyon ko lang to’ kung hindi ka naniniwala okay lang hindi to’ sapilitan.^^)

1. PHYSICAL APPEARANCE ( dahil iniisip natin dapat maganda yung impression ng mga tao sa bf/gf mo.at may mukhang maihaharap sa mga kaibigan o pamilya o sa taong malapit sayo.)
2. PERSONALITY (naggiging pangalawang basis yung personality kasi nauuna yung first impression natin na kesyo gwapo o maganda yun.ryt?.dito mo matatantsa kung IN or OUT sya sa puso mo naks.)
3. STATUS OF LIVING (syempre ito yung hindi mawawala. ikaw sa sarili mo magmamahal ka ba ng mas mahirap pa sayo?.syempre iniisip ng iba dun sa praktikal dun sa kalevel nila o mas bigtime sa sa kanila… teenager palang tayo BAWAL ANG MATERIALISTIC wala pang TRABAHO.)
4. SOCIAL LIFE ( isa dito yung mga kaibigan. mahirap makisama sa mga tao na hindi naman magkaparehas ang TRIP. pero masosolusyonan naman ito.)

PARA matapos na 'tong blog.in general kapag hindi pa handa ang puso para magmahal ulit huwag mong pipilitin para hindi ka makasakit. Minsan mas masarap ang buhay single, barkada lang ang kasama.kung hindi pa ready HUWAG. Hindi ka pa ready eh.

People Are People

animosity

Main Entry:

an·i·mos·i·ty

: ill will or resentment tending toward active hostility : an antagonistic attitude


So here I go again. BLOGGING. As always. My means of releasing all my inhibitions and turning those into calm, subtle thoughts. Currently, I am feeling a pang of animosity with someone. Not a specific someone (may or maybe not, IDK). These past few days have been nothing but blessings, blessings, blessings. I am blessed with new people, new environment, new perspectives. As I turned 18, I saw how the maturation of my journey has been. It's been a long journey, I must say. Alongside with the sudden nostalgia were glimpse of people, I HAD. Yes, I ONCE HAD in my life. Some left and never came back. And I guess, for a few, I felt that there's this certain animosity holding me back. Sorry to be rude or whatever but there's no way I'm stopping myself from what I feel. Unless of course I'm hurting someone already. I just can't help but feel it. For the NTH TIME, I'm sorry.

This made me look back -- AGAIN. Of the people who stood by me through my pettiest and weirdest drama queen moments. I kinda had a change of heart, I am talking about the people who ARE HERE. STILL HERE. Here it goes:

P.S: These are not arranged in any way whatsoever.


◘ Sir Noel - even though we did not start smoothly, this man never failed to touch my existence. I repeat, we DON'T JIVE before. We're such two different people that we hardly see each other becoming a part of each other's lives. He had his principles, I had my own His was going the opposite direction as mine. Funny but true. I believed in things he never thought of believing in. Sa mga pagkakataon na kailangan mo ng kausap, andyan lang siya. He would just listen. Kahit na minsan hindi siya sang-ayon sa mga pinaniniwalaan mo. Pero kapag siya ang nanindigan sa prinsipyo niya, oh trust me. He'd stand by it. I was given the chance to be in his class. Sabi ko nga, I thought twas hell. HAHA. Hindi kasi ako lumaki sa ganon eh. Yung pagdating sa room, mag-aaral. Hindi lalabas ng classroom. Eh magbababa lang ako ng gamit ko, lalarga na ko. Haha! :)) That's how I was. Then he started injecting his principles. His class, his rules. More of, PROTOCOL, SOP. Sheesh. Whatever. That was when I understood how it went. I started seeing things on a lighter note. the optimism, will, motivation, determination. Sumagad masyado kaya bigla kaming nag-tie ni Valedictorian. No, I don't mean to brag. Don't worry, once lang nangyari yun. Haha. And to tell you, that was when I felt na HINDI PORKET NASA PINAKATAAS KA NA, MASAYA KA NA. As a kid, I always felt second best. From Charles to Virgil to Tim to Vincent. Goodness. Yung isa, masipag ( eh hindi naman ako ganon.) at yung isa, (inborn. Nagtataka din ako bakit napunta ng MTS yun. :DD ) So there. Na-realize ko na USELESS lang din lahat ng yun. Tiyaka ko lang naitindihan talaga yung sinasabi na: PLEASE GOD NOT MEN.


◘ Sem and Vincent - Hindi ko talagang magawang paghiwalayin ang dalawang `to. Kami yata ang trio in crime. And I mean, CRIME. :)))))))) Kami yung magkakaramay sa frustrations ng bawat isa. Lahat ng pang-aalipusta, pag-iimbot, natanggap ko na sa kanila. Haha. People try to break this certain BOND we have. Just a little trivia, kami-kami, together with Tim comprise the Top Four of the batch. Iikot lang samin madalas yun. Actually, sa'ming tatlo. Si Tim, hands down na talaga kami. So yun nga. Hobby ng tao na pagsabugin kami. Ewan ko ba. As if we'd die if we don't get the spot. Our friendship is more than those recognitions and tarpaulines. Immeasurable na yung moments ko that could testify how strong the friendship is. We saw each other during the toughest and bestest times of our lives. Kami-kami yung magkakalaban but never did it become an issue of who deserves it more than anyone else. We're achievers in our own fields. We back each other up. We're each other's strength. And that's what matters most.

◘ SO-CALLEDS - Hahaha. Kasama na sina Sem at Vince dito. Pero the whole SO-CALLEDS, these people define friendship. Sounds familiar? Check my photos. =) Yung samahan kasi, iba lang talaga. Lahat ng kalokohan, kaekekan namin, nakita na. Kami-kami yung nagpupuyat para sa Oregon Oxford Debate. Argumentative Paper. Research. School Paper Articles. Student Council Activities. Quiz Bees. Of course we argue. We always do. We even find ways. HAHAHAHA. To challenge our brain cells is something we enjoy doing. We stimulate topics inorder to arrive at juicy discussions. Now that is something worthwhile.

◘ Ate Judy - For almost 7 years,I've been with her. No, she's not my biological Ate. She's my former English teacher who happened to be a keeper. Hindi kami madalas magkatext, magkita, magchat o magusap. Believe it or not, there was this time that we did not have any form of communication for a year! Then when we regained contact, as if nothing happened. That's how my friendship with her goes. We never assumed nor expected from each other. It's more of GIVEN already.

◘ Gerd and AJ - these two are basically inseparable. Oh sure I love them both. Kaya nga lang, things will never be the same between me and them . I kinda understand that already. All my fault anyways. One thing I'm thankful is that, hindi man nila napaparamdam how much they care, I know they still do. And that for me is enough.

◘ Jojo - Awww. This girl is like the bestest friend ever. She's not exactly my best friend but this has always been throug my ups and downs. Kahit na hindi kami nagkikita talaga, kapag nagkita kami, super updated naman kami sa isa't isa. I don't think twice of telling her what happened while she was not around and vice versa. She has these pair of ears ready to listen every time my mouth speaks nonstop. =))))

I'm trying to recall people. Forgive me for the sudden mem gap. Haha. I'll pause here for a while. Toodles! ;)

Something Something

A quote I have received before goes something like:

" ...With people who does not even deserve to be an issue in your life."

and

"I don't give anyone a reason to hate me. They just create nothing but pure insecurities and blah blah blah."

Sorry I forgot the lines already. Anyway, I do think it has gone its toll. People treating the acts of backstabbing and talkshitting as normal as inhaling and exhaling. No, HINDI AKO NAGMAMALINIS. I, myself, have been involved in such intricacies. But there's no way that I'm gonna make it as a part of my daily routine.

Here's what I'm saying::

CTRL + A

TIGILAN MO NA 'YAN.

Siguro nga nasa pagkatao ko talaga `yung maapektuhan sa mga ganitong bagay but please. GIVE IT A BREAK. Kung wala kang magawa sa buhay mo, pwes, MAGHANAP KA. Kung diyan ka nakakahanap ng security at superiority sa pag-dedegrade sa ibang tao, ako na nagsasabi sa'yo. Daig mo pa ang pulubi sa paghingi ng limos at tuta sa paghingi ng atensyon. It's getting you to nowhere, LOVE.

Hindi lahat ng tao, kokonsitihin ka at hindi lahat ng tao, sasakyan ka. Oh trust me, may araw ka din. For what goes up must come down.

Naalala ko lang bigla `yung pinagusapan namin ni bebe tungkol sa aminan na nagiging plastic din kami. Haha. :))

You might think it's for someone specific. HELL NO. I have a lot of encounters and I just want to address this to whoever is concerned.

Buti na lang, I still can suppress myself and be like Little Miss Educated. For when I'm really hurt, I don't seek revenge. I GET EVEN. And I'm sorry for that.

This is too bloody for a Post V-day Blog. Anyhow, I just had to let my thoughts out.
Good night!

:(

Hindi ko na alam mararamdaman ko. :| I mean, everything's just so vague as of this moment.
NULL. NUMB. UNBEARABLE.

I just hope I can get this over with by tomorrow. *sigh

La la la.

GUSTO MO BANG TUMALINO?

SAGOT:

Matalino na ko. Haha. :))) Oo, alam ko, makakabasa neto, sasabihin: "ANYABANG talaga neto." Pero alam ko din, matalino ako. Hindi ako magpapakahumble para lang makipag-plastican. Ingungudngod ko pa sa'yo kung gusto mo. HAHAHAHA.


Sidenote: Natatawa pa rin ako hanggang ngayon nung nabasa ko `yung sagot ko sa survey na `to. Hindi ko alam bakit eto nasagot ko. Halatang may pinang huhugutan. Haha! :)))) Pero seryosong sabi, kapag alam ko namang ugali ko `yun, ke panget, ke maganda, aaminin ko. Nagkataon lang siguro na maganda ang trait kaya ganyan. Kaya ko namang patunayan kung sakali. Hahahaha. Sorry if this blog is so mahangin. I'd rather brag something true than degrade myself for something which is bogus. Gets? >:) =))))))

U N D E N I A B L E

You're the one I can't get out of my head. My heart.
You're the one I can't get rid off. As I was having some time with myself, I realize the more I miss and long for your presence.
Oh crap. I hate this feeling. This feeling that because of you, life was a routine.
Every single day, without your presence, life was unbearable.

Who that person is? That is the question.
I'm still searching for that person. I just know, there's this person.

Cheesy. :O :D >:)

Officially.

It's official already. I AM absolutely,a hundred percent, CERTIFIED, OF LEGAL AGE. Yay! I really don't know how to feel. It's been just 13 hours of my birthday and I still got 11 hours more. I still am unsure of what's gonna happen next. I'm set to go to MOA with a friend and I'm kinda hoping it'll push through.

I was really surprised with the people who texted me just to greet me a Happy 18th. People whom I don't have numbers were able to contact me. Even the people who don't know when my birthday is.

Guess it's human nature to expect. That someone will kinda surprise me today. Not romantically. Just people I love. Guess it's not proper to expect a lot. But it's okay. Who knows? I just have to be positive about it. Something I learned today? Here:

BAKIT MO HAHANAPIN ANG WALA?

There aren't no special persons involved. Something in general.

For the people who made an effort and greeted me this morning. My utmost gratitude. THANK YOU for making it worth remembering. Your messages really melted my heart. I was in school and I was effin crying! :))))) THANK YOU! THANK YOU!

Beginnings

Hey! So, here it goes. I now officially have a site made especially for blogging. I would first like to see how this would dazzle me.

This might lead to me, being inactive in here. I really don't know yet. I often blog at my Multiply Site CLICK .

We'll see. :)